YoursTruly; Pauline

Thursday, March 3, 2011

fuck.
Im suppose to fucking get back normal
I wanna be myself back so badly
i wanna be the one smiling all day long, having fun.
I skype with Abide friends everynight. Trying to make myself go so crazy and mad.
I work for my aunt, i am working in IT fair soon. Im trying so hard to keep myself busy.
I tried so hard to fucking forget what you did to me.
I HAVENT HAD A RELATIONSHIP AFTER THAT.
YOU KNOW THAT?
HOW BADLY YOU HURT ME.
FUCK IT YOU DONT.
HALF A YEAR. I STILL REMEMBER ALL THOSE HURTFUL STUFFS.
I TRIED E-DATING. KEPT MYSELF OCCUPIED WITH IT.

Because of you - Kelly Clarkson.
(because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything, because of you i dont know how to let anyone else in, because of you im ashame of my life. Im afraid.)

nowadays i just cant help getting emotional at times. again. fuck.

i drank. again.

11:22 PM

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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

I was the dumb shit.
I even thought that would happen.
I thought everything would be so fucking positive.
I thought so positively.
I guess i should go back to my negative ways.
Fuck it,seriously.
D;

Happy belated valentines, not.
For me though.
:)

Exams, wish me luck.
I hope. Lmfao.

6:01 PM

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Monday, February 7, 2011

Im back from Taiwan.
Cant deny the food is nice.. and shopping rocks and stuffs.
But it gets boring when you visit some people you dk but they are your cousin's relatives.
Well good thing is. You get $$.

Angbaos $_$ eheheheheh.
This year's awesome moneh ^^!

Back to reality, back to Singapore.
Im back.
1 more week till the end of Poly Year 1.
Exams coming soon.

I miss all my sisters,friends and family of cos. <3
So.. WHO WANTS TO LEPAK(SLACK) WITH ME? ;D

9:03 AM

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Friday, January 28, 2011

TIME.FOR.SOME.JOYOUS.NEWS.

FACI TREATED US TO OLIVIA RESTAURANT BUT THIS IS SUPPOSE TO KEEP AS A SECRET BUT SHES TOO AWESOME I HAVE TO POST xD

WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES TO WAKURA WITH MY SISTERS & OLIVIA REST. WITH SEM2 MATES ON FB BEFORE I GO TAIWAN. =D { just too lazy atm }

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE MY LIFE HOHOHOHO.

WILL BE MEETING JIE LATER FOR DINNER :3

2more days to Taiwannnnnnnnnn <3

1:52 PM

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Thursday, January 27, 2011

Seriously when people say i change to worse,
well.
Firstly, it may be because I've been tolerating you since the day we met,
and now you finally know i can be a bitch if i really don't give a shit.
Secondly, where were you when i was down, emotionally?
No where.
Thirdly, When i was happy, what did you do?
Making shit out of every little thing and ruining my mood every single day.
I admit some parts are my fault, but think about your attitude.
Lastly, circumstances changed me. :>

I srsly had enough of every little shit you guys do,
telling me all those nice stuffs and saying you treat me well.. for?
Making me fly up the sky and then fall again when i just said something and you all get sensitive about it?
Wow thanks, for treating me that NICE.

Seriously, thanks ah.

3:34 PM

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Phrases that doesnt really mean it

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

'' Im always here for you Pauline, you know it '' <-- Sorry i really dont know about it.

So many guys have been telling me this.

Right now to me, this phrase is bullshit crap nonsense retarded ass shitty JOKE i have ever heard.
Because this never happen, maybe it does.
But not at the right moment when i really needed help.

10:11 PM

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Im suppose to be a happy girl today.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

1. Tradeshow was a succeed.

Album uploaded on FB ^^!

My team members FTW! Theresa, Crystal & Cynthia.

We did a great job i suppose! :>

2. Everything is alright at home (only some know what i really meant) xD

Im fine nao i guess. :D

3. Now its the real time for that thinggggggg(only random people know too LOL)

WELL, GOOD LUCK TO ME. <3

Srsly your attitude pissed me off. -'-